Shitty Day

Blarghh. I had a horrible night. I was hit hard by a realisation of my behaviour. I'v been ignoring people and mean without meaning it. I'v been a bitch without even understanding why or how come. I may not have realised for an even longer time, had I not been told by the very person I was doing it to. Then the same thing with someone else! THEN... I met up with a friend who I haven't seen in a while, it was a bit awkward but we talked about some stuff and worked some stuff out. It was a much needed chat. So really it was not a good day.