Fuckin' Shrooms

Ok, so they're not real shrooms, not the illegal type anyway. I found them under the oak tree in my backyard. And I didn't eat any either. I was just excited to have excavated shrooms!

 

 

 

"I'm Up In The Woods"

A trip to the adorned countryside. To the mountanous ranges. To the forests that represent time, itself.
The beautiful silence that is created by nature in its rawest form.
Whilst only in my backyard, one likes to still imagine it as somewhat of a kingdom of solitude and beauty.

 

 

 

The Dome

An afternoon of hot chips. Alcohol. Smokes. Pina Colada. Jam Donuts. And a whole heap load of opening up and bonding. It was amazing!
I also bought some fake Doc Martin like shoes, and they are sweeeeet yo!

 

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Shilack, Shilack
I can't bring you back,
Some iron on coffee and wine

When Winter Came

When I looked out of my window this morning, I knew it would be cold, like it has been for the past week. However, the sun was shining and I thought "maybe it will be warm today". At soon as I walked out the front door, I realised that it was not only cold, but freezing to an extremity. And then I saw these leaves, They looked so beautiful, all crystalised and sparkling. I couldnt resist snapping a few shots (on of shoddy phone no less) but it was just a lovely moment of natures beauty, well worth the posting of a blog.

 

 

"Made From A Sugar Tree"

By now you may have realised that my blog is almost entirely consumed by photos of myself.
But I like photos. Sorry. And I'm not really that obsessed with myself, but perhaps taking so many photos of me hides my insecurities. I shall try and write some blogs that do not contain photos of my own face, if any photos at all.
Until then. Take that wallop of ME.

I found these two beanies that I used to wear when I was about 6 or 7. They remind me of childhood. Of the feeling of neverending happiness and innocence. Of freedom and space. The days when stress wasnt included in my vocabulary and my mind was calm. Putting on those beanies re-created a moment of that and it was beautiful. If just for that one moment.

 

 

 

Wtf! Cadbury Ad.

I LOVE THIS AD.
Its so random, has nothing to do with the product but is utterly amazing.

"Today everybody, we're going to talk about depression"

This morning we had an assembly, organised by the new school nurse (shrink). It was all about depression. And quite frankly it was, depressing. The way that she discussed it made the symptoms seem so close to home, and I'm betting others felt the same. Even if your not depressed, apparently if your tired, run down and sad, your depressed. Whereas you may just be feeling tired, run down and sad.

It was an odd beginning to a morning. The day was better than yesterday, certainly.
ps. I take too many "look at my enormous eyes" type photos. (see photo 3)

 

 

 

Arrgghh..

Today was a terrible terrible day.
I barely spoke. I felt empty.
And to top if off I missed my bus stop in the afternoon and some fat kid just sat and laughed at me.
And at the next stop the driver didnt open the door. So I had to yell for him to open the door and everyone looked at me and I wanted to die right there. Melt into a puddle.
But then my friend Dean made my day by screaming out my name from the car he was in, as it passed me.

 

Art

I don't have a cleary defined theme for art. Just painting these strange little people, influenced by an artist I saw in Frankie. Anyway, these two are my favourites so far.

 

 

Todays Light

The new hair seems to change colour, depending on which light I'm in. Which room I'm in. Which camera I use to take a photo. But this afternoon, in my room on the external camera of my phone. It looked mighty redish!

 

 

Just For The Eyes

 

More Little Things That Make You Smile

This is old, but I forgot to post it before so I'll do it now.
Small smily face drawn on Isaac's arm. And I don't think he noticed when I drew it. Thats why it made me smile.

 

Little Things That Make You Smile

My cat, sitting behind my curtain just before I went to school.

 

 

Bad Mood

One of the fated "Bad Days".
I did awful on my maths SAC. I did terrible at driving this afternoon and I lost my temper because of it. I forgot to put my nose stud in this morning, so I had to use my earing and now my nose is all red and sore. A friend I admire was being an asshole (without meaning it perhaps)but I really like them and that made it worse. I was hurt by it.
Just not a good day.

 

Peace and Trees

I would love to have these as tattoos.

 

 

I Actually Dyed!

I finally got around to dying my hair. And its the same every time. I hate it! Once its newly dyed, I always hate it. It came out too brown. It was supposed to be red but I was too scared to got for the really radiant red hair dye and so its more a burgendy red brown now. Although my phone camera makes it look really brown. Anyway. I dont mind it now, but by god I hated it when I just did it.

 

A Beach

Thats right. A Beach. Coogee (I think thats the correct spelling).
Anyway. I had a loverly time. Seeing as I never go to the beach. These photos are from my trip so my blog doesnt make sense because nthing seems to be in order and i have to keep re-posting things to try and re order it. But anyway. It was so very peaceful and transcendent there. Loverly scenary too.

 

 

 

When Every Child Needs To Rebel

Every child will rebel, sometime, now or later in one form or another.
My friend Cameron snuck (Very cool word) over and we drank and talked. Loverly time really! Plus he's my babe.

 

No Holiday Lasts Forever

Four days remaining of my supposed freedom from school. Four days to do all my fucking homework.
Maths revision. English Language revision. Health questions and read 100 page chapter. Not to mention all the work that needs to be done on my Art AND Photography folio's. Just more and more needed pages of inspiration and annotations. Dying here! Drowning a little bit in work and stress and the knowledge that I only have 4 days to do it all and that I most likely wont do much at all.